Post by Razz on Aug 15, 2015 8:16:05 GMT
Oscar (after-breakup)
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Oscar
Mandatory Questions
1. What about you is heroic?
Nothing. I tend to ruin things so i think im more of a Villian
2. What about you is social? What do you like about people?
Im not really that social. Being around alot of people freaks me out. But i had opened up when i was with Oliver. But thats never going to happen again.
3. Of what benefit could you be to the current group?
I dont know what group. But im sure id be a dead weight.
4. Why would you choose to join the current group?
I dont understand the question.
Personal Questions
1. What is your real, birth name?
Oscar Bryan White
2. Do you have a nickname? What is it, and where did you get it?
Well... i had been called bunbun and baby boy and stuff by Oliver... But thats all over now...
3. What do you look like? (Include height, weight, hair, eyes, skin, apparent age, and distinguishing features)
Im 5'3", weigh 120lbs. I have short shaggy black hair and blue eyes. Im fairly pale. My eyes are kinda droopy with long eyelashes. And i have a bit of a baby face. Im fairly fit and thin and i have a small two inch chinese dragon tattoo on my left pectoral muscle.
4. How do you dress most of the time?
Grey hoodie. Bright colored shirt. Jeans. And black shoes.
5. How do you "dress up?"
Grey suit with a bright colored tie.
6. How do you "dress down?"
Sweatpants.
7. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
Sweatpants usually
8. Do you wear any jewelry?
I had an earring in my right ear until a bully ripped it out. Now i refrain from jewelry.
9. In your opinion, what is your best feature?
I dont have any good features.
10. What's your real birth date?
October 30th
11. Where do you live? Describe it: Is it messy, neat, avant-garde, sparse, etc.?
I live with my family in a two story house. My rooms usually tidy.
12. Do you own a car? Describe it.
A blue mini cooper
13. What is your most prized mundane possession? Why do you value it so much?
I dont have any valuable possessions. I once had a lion plush. But its gone now...
14. What one word best describes you?
Unlucky
Familial Questions
1. What was your family like?
My parents are great! My brothers a nightmare.
2. Who was your father, and what was he like?
Richard White. He looks like me but with more masculine features. Hes pretty cool. He supports my sexuality.
3. Who was your mother, and what was she like?
Heather White. She has short curly brown hair and with softer features like me. Shes pretty cool too. Shes just as emotional as me.
4. What was your parents marriage like? Were they married? Did they remain married?
They love each other very much. It makes me wanna puke. I guess thats just something i'll never have.
5. What were your siblings names? What were they like?
Chris. Hes a fucking dick.
6. What's the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you?
Besides constantly destroy my room?
7. When's the last time you saw any member of your family? Where are they now?
I live with them. I see them everyday.
8. Did you ever meet any other family members? Who were they? What did you think of them?
Not really.
Childhood Questions
1. What is your first memory?
Shit i dont remember.
2. What was your favorite toy?
When i was little i had a stuffed elephant that would wind up and play music.
3. What was your favorite game?
I didnt get to play games
4. Any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? Who were they, and how did you know them? Why do they stick out?
Not really. Ive been antisocial my whole life
5. Who was your best friend when you were growing up?
I didnt have friends.
6. What is your fondest, childhood memory?
When my dad first saw signs of my sexuality and let me dress up as a princess for halloween.
7. What is your worst childhood memory?
When i was first bullied
Adolescent Questions
1. How old were you when you went on your first date?
Twenty
2. It is common for one's view of authority to develop in their adolescent years. What is your view of authority, and what event most affected it?
I dont really care.
3. What were you like in high school? What "clique" did you best fit in with?
I didnt have friends so i didnt have cliques.
4. What were your high school goals?
Graduate.
5. Who was your idol when you were growing up? Who did you first fantasize about in your life?
My idol was my dad. He always had my back. And i first fantasized about Oliver. But thats all over now.
6. What is your favorite memory from adolescence?
Dont really have one
7. What is your worst memory from adolescence?
Everything?
Occupational Questions
1. Do you have a job? What is it? Do you like it? If no job, where does your money come from?
I had a job until i was fired. Now my parents give me an allowance
2. What is your boss or employer like? (Or publisher, or agent, or whatever.)
My parents are cool
3. What are your co-workers like? Do you get along with them? Any in particular? Which ones don't you get along with?
I have no coworkers.
4. What is something you had to learn that you hated?
That love is a piece of fucking bullshit that ruins your life.
5. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why?
Both? Is that possible?
Likes & Dislikes Questions
1. What hobbies do you have?
Reading
2. Who is your closest mundane friend? Describe them and how you relate to them.
I dont have friends
3. Who is your worst mundane enemy? Describe them and why you don't get along.
I dont have friends
4. What bands do you like? Do you even pay attention?
I typically listen to Linkin Park.
5. What tape or CD hasn't left your player since your purchased it?
Who needs CDs when itunes exists?
6. What song is "your song?" Why?
Waiting for The End by Linkin Park
7. What's been your favorite movie of all time?
Paranorman
8. Read any good books? What were they?
I do like the Tears of A Tiger series
9. What do you watch on the Television?
Cartoons and anime
10. When it comes to mundane politics, do you care? If so, which way do you tend to vote? If not, why don't you care?
No politics for me.
11. What type of places do you hang out in with your mundane friends?
I dont have friends
12. What type of places do you hang out in with your normal friends?
No friends
13. What annoys you more than anything else?
Liars
14. What would be the perfect gift for you?
A ticket far far away
15. What's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?
A horrible person who cause immense pain to me.
16. What time of day is your favorite?
Alonetime.
17. What kind of weather is your favorite?
Dont care
18. What is your favorite food? What is your least favorite food?
I like meatball subs. But i really hate lasanga.
19. What is your favorite drink? (Coffee, Coke, Juice, Beer, Wine, etc.)
Hot cocoa
20. What's your favorite animal? Why?
Elephants. They remember so much and are so gentle despite their enormous size.
21. Do you have any pets? Do you want any pets? What kind?
I had a hedgehog until my brother killed it.
22. What do you find most relaxing? (Not as in stress relief, but as something that actually calms you down.)
Im always tense. Nothings relaxing anymore.
23. What habit that others have annoys you most?
Lying
24. What kind of things embarrass you? Why?
I dont care anymore
25. What don't you like about yourself?
Besides everything?
26. How would you like to look?
Like a straight guy that isnt a total utterly useless piece of shit.
Sex & Intimacy Questions
1. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
Gay. I like men.
2. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? What was it like? How well did it go?
Oliver. It happened not long ago. And it was amazing. I thought he put so much passion and love into it. But i guess he was just a really good faker.
3. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Who with, what was it like, and how did it go?
I just said so...
4. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
Why does it matter anymore?
5. What was the wildest thing you've ever done, sexually? Who was it with and when did it happen?
It was with Keelan. He took over the whole thing.
6. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice regularly that can be considered non-standard? (Bondage, Fantasy Play, etc.) Why do you like it?
Doesnt matter.
7. Is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do?
Everything now.
8. Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them?
I had one. Oliver and i had a perfect relationship until i had to fuck up.
9. What is the perfect romantic date?
Doesnt matter.
10. Describe the perfect romantic partner for you.
Look at Oliver before he broke my heart. Thats it.
11. Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening?
No. No. And no.
12. What is more important – sex or intimacy? Why?
Neither.
13. What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? (Does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.)
I was with Oliver. And it was amazing. Then i fucked up.
14. What's the worst thing you've done to someone you loved?
Cheated on him.
Drug & Alcohol Questions
1. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like?
Did anything good come out of it? Did anything bad come out of it?
Im still underage. I havent gotten drunk
2. Do you drink on any kind of regular basis?
No.
3. What kind of alcohol do you prefer?
I dont drink
4. Have you ever tried any other kind of "mood altering" substance? Which one(s)? What did you think of each?
Nope.
5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any people should not do? Why or why not?
I dont care.
Morality Questions
1. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? What one act in your past are you most proud of?
Im most ashamed of ever going to Olivers house. That one step brought too much pain to bear. And im not proud of anything.
2. Have you ever been in an argument before? Over what, with who, and who won?
I got in a fight with Oliver over how he lied to me. He won though.
3. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won?
Yea. I punched Oliver. But again, he won.
4. What do you feel most strongly about?
Being honest.
5. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
Nothing.
6. What trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it?
Honesty
7. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or art (sex, violence, greed, etc.,)? If so, what and why, and if not, why not?
Who cares
8. Do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? What are they? Why do they disturb you?
Love. Its disgusting and causes far more harm than good.
9. What is your religious view of things? What religion, if any, do you call your own?
Im actually athiest
10. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why?
No.
11. Is an ounce of prevention really worth a pound of cure? Which is more valuable? Why do you feel this way?
I dont understand.
12. What's the worst thing that can be done to another person? Why?
Heartbreak.
13. What's the worst thing you could actually do to someone you hated?
I dont know
14. Are you a better leader or follower? Why do you think that? If you think the whole leader-follower archetype is a crock of shit, say so, and explain why.
Im a follower. Im too pathetic to be a leader.
15. What is your responsibility to the world, if any? Why do you think that?
To be less useless
16. Do you think redemption is possible? If so, can anyone be redeemed, or are there only certain circumstances that can be? If not, why do you think nothing can redeem itself?
Depends.
17. Is it okay for you to cry? When was the last time you cried?
I cry alot.
18. What do you think is wrong with MOST people, overall?
Dishonesty.
Miscellaneous Questions
1. What is the thing that has frightened you most? Do you think there is anything out there that's scarier than that? What do you think that would be?
Being heartbroken. Its already happened so i guess im already fucked.
2. Has anyone or anything you've ever cared about died? How did you feel about it? What happened?
No.
3. What was the worst injury you've ever received? How did it happen?
Heartbreak. Because Oliver lied to me.
4. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish?
Very
5. What is your current long term goal?
Find a reason to actually make an attempt at life.
6. What is your current short term goal?
Dont die
7. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they, and do you plan to get rid of them?
Im too naive.
8. If you were a mundane person, what would you do with your life? What occupation would you want, and how would you spend all your time?
Id still be a piece of shit.
9. What time period do you wish you had lived in? Why? (Looking at this as an attempt to change history doesn't count.) What appeals to you about this era?
I dont care.
10. How private of a person are you? Why?
Im isolated because people will do nothing but hurt you.
11. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money (via an inhertiance, a lawsuit, a lottery, or anything else) what would you do with it?
Give it away. Why would i want it?
12. What would you wish for if you found a genie?
Id wish for a do over of friday night. So i could pretend not to see Oliver.
13. What do you do when you are bored?
Stare at the ceiling.
14. What is the most frightening potential handicap or disfigurement you can conceive of? What makes it so frightening?
Vegetable. You cant do anything but lay there.
Oscar
Mandatory Questions
1. What about you is heroic?
Nothing. I tend to ruin things so i think im more of a Villian
2. What about you is social? What do you like about people?
Im not really that social. Being around alot of people freaks me out. But i had opened up when i was with Oliver. But thats never going to happen again.
3. Of what benefit could you be to the current group?
I dont know what group. But im sure id be a dead weight.
4. Why would you choose to join the current group?
I dont understand the question.
Personal Questions
1. What is your real, birth name?
Oscar Bryan White
2. Do you have a nickname? What is it, and where did you get it?
Well... i had been called bunbun and baby boy and stuff by Oliver... But thats all over now...
3. What do you look like? (Include height, weight, hair, eyes, skin, apparent age, and distinguishing features)
Im 5'3", weigh 120lbs. I have short shaggy black hair and blue eyes. Im fairly pale. My eyes are kinda droopy with long eyelashes. And i have a bit of a baby face. Im fairly fit and thin and i have a small two inch chinese dragon tattoo on my left pectoral muscle.
4. How do you dress most of the time?
Grey hoodie. Bright colored shirt. Jeans. And black shoes.
5. How do you "dress up?"
Grey suit with a bright colored tie.
6. How do you "dress down?"
Sweatpants.
7. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
Sweatpants usually
8. Do you wear any jewelry?
I had an earring in my right ear until a bully ripped it out. Now i refrain from jewelry.
9. In your opinion, what is your best feature?
I dont have any good features.
10. What's your real birth date?
October 30th
11. Where do you live? Describe it: Is it messy, neat, avant-garde, sparse, etc.?
I live with my family in a two story house. My rooms usually tidy.
12. Do you own a car? Describe it.
A blue mini cooper
13. What is your most prized mundane possession? Why do you value it so much?
I dont have any valuable possessions. I once had a lion plush. But its gone now...
14. What one word best describes you?
Unlucky
Familial Questions
1. What was your family like?
My parents are great! My brothers a nightmare.
2. Who was your father, and what was he like?
Richard White. He looks like me but with more masculine features. Hes pretty cool. He supports my sexuality.
3. Who was your mother, and what was she like?
Heather White. She has short curly brown hair and with softer features like me. Shes pretty cool too. Shes just as emotional as me.
4. What was your parents marriage like? Were they married? Did they remain married?
They love each other very much. It makes me wanna puke. I guess thats just something i'll never have.
5. What were your siblings names? What were they like?
Chris. Hes a fucking dick.
6. What's the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you?
Besides constantly destroy my room?
7. When's the last time you saw any member of your family? Where are they now?
I live with them. I see them everyday.
8. Did you ever meet any other family members? Who were they? What did you think of them?
Not really.
Childhood Questions
1. What is your first memory?
Shit i dont remember.
2. What was your favorite toy?
When i was little i had a stuffed elephant that would wind up and play music.
3. What was your favorite game?
I didnt get to play games
4. Any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? Who were they, and how did you know them? Why do they stick out?
Not really. Ive been antisocial my whole life
5. Who was your best friend when you were growing up?
I didnt have friends.
6. What is your fondest, childhood memory?
When my dad first saw signs of my sexuality and let me dress up as a princess for halloween.
7. What is your worst childhood memory?
When i was first bullied
Adolescent Questions
1. How old were you when you went on your first date?
Twenty
2. It is common for one's view of authority to develop in their adolescent years. What is your view of authority, and what event most affected it?
I dont really care.
3. What were you like in high school? What "clique" did you best fit in with?
I didnt have friends so i didnt have cliques.
4. What were your high school goals?
Graduate.
5. Who was your idol when you were growing up? Who did you first fantasize about in your life?
My idol was my dad. He always had my back. And i first fantasized about Oliver. But thats all over now.
6. What is your favorite memory from adolescence?
Dont really have one
7. What is your worst memory from adolescence?
Everything?
Occupational Questions
1. Do you have a job? What is it? Do you like it? If no job, where does your money come from?
I had a job until i was fired. Now my parents give me an allowance
2. What is your boss or employer like? (Or publisher, or agent, or whatever.)
My parents are cool
3. What are your co-workers like? Do you get along with them? Any in particular? Which ones don't you get along with?
I have no coworkers.
4. What is something you had to learn that you hated?
That love is a piece of fucking bullshit that ruins your life.
5. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why?
Both? Is that possible?
Likes & Dislikes Questions
1. What hobbies do you have?
Reading
2. Who is your closest mundane friend? Describe them and how you relate to them.
I dont have friends
3. Who is your worst mundane enemy? Describe them and why you don't get along.
I dont have friends
4. What bands do you like? Do you even pay attention?
I typically listen to Linkin Park.
5. What tape or CD hasn't left your player since your purchased it?
Who needs CDs when itunes exists?
6. What song is "your song?" Why?
Waiting for The End by Linkin Park
7. What's been your favorite movie of all time?
Paranorman
8. Read any good books? What were they?
I do like the Tears of A Tiger series
9. What do you watch on the Television?
Cartoons and anime
10. When it comes to mundane politics, do you care? If so, which way do you tend to vote? If not, why don't you care?
No politics for me.
11. What type of places do you hang out in with your mundane friends?
I dont have friends
12. What type of places do you hang out in with your normal friends?
No friends
13. What annoys you more than anything else?
Liars
14. What would be the perfect gift for you?
A ticket far far away
15. What's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?
A horrible person who cause immense pain to me.
16. What time of day is your favorite?
Alonetime.
17. What kind of weather is your favorite?
Dont care
18. What is your favorite food? What is your least favorite food?
I like meatball subs. But i really hate lasanga.
19. What is your favorite drink? (Coffee, Coke, Juice, Beer, Wine, etc.)
Hot cocoa
20. What's your favorite animal? Why?
Elephants. They remember so much and are so gentle despite their enormous size.
21. Do you have any pets? Do you want any pets? What kind?
I had a hedgehog until my brother killed it.
22. What do you find most relaxing? (Not as in stress relief, but as something that actually calms you down.)
Im always tense. Nothings relaxing anymore.
23. What habit that others have annoys you most?
Lying
24. What kind of things embarrass you? Why?
I dont care anymore
25. What don't you like about yourself?
Besides everything?
26. How would you like to look?
Like a straight guy that isnt a total utterly useless piece of shit.
Sex & Intimacy Questions
1. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
Gay. I like men.
2. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? What was it like? How well did it go?
Oliver. It happened not long ago. And it was amazing. I thought he put so much passion and love into it. But i guess he was just a really good faker.
3. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Who with, what was it like, and how did it go?
I just said so...
4. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
Why does it matter anymore?
5. What was the wildest thing you've ever done, sexually? Who was it with and when did it happen?
It was with Keelan. He took over the whole thing.
6. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice regularly that can be considered non-standard? (Bondage, Fantasy Play, etc.) Why do you like it?
Doesnt matter.
7. Is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do?
Everything now.
8. Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them?
I had one. Oliver and i had a perfect relationship until i had to fuck up.
9. What is the perfect romantic date?
Doesnt matter.
10. Describe the perfect romantic partner for you.
Look at Oliver before he broke my heart. Thats it.
11. Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening?
No. No. And no.
12. What is more important – sex or intimacy? Why?
Neither.
13. What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? (Does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.)
I was with Oliver. And it was amazing. Then i fucked up.
14. What's the worst thing you've done to someone you loved?
Cheated on him.
Drug & Alcohol Questions
1. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like?
Did anything good come out of it? Did anything bad come out of it?
Im still underage. I havent gotten drunk
2. Do you drink on any kind of regular basis?
No.
3. What kind of alcohol do you prefer?
I dont drink
4. Have you ever tried any other kind of "mood altering" substance? Which one(s)? What did you think of each?
Nope.
5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any people should not do? Why or why not?
I dont care.
Morality Questions
1. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? What one act in your past are you most proud of?
Im most ashamed of ever going to Olivers house. That one step brought too much pain to bear. And im not proud of anything.
2. Have you ever been in an argument before? Over what, with who, and who won?
I got in a fight with Oliver over how he lied to me. He won though.
3. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won?
Yea. I punched Oliver. But again, he won.
4. What do you feel most strongly about?
Being honest.
5. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
Nothing.
6. What trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it?
Honesty
7. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or art (sex, violence, greed, etc.,)? If so, what and why, and if not, why not?
Who cares
8. Do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? What are they? Why do they disturb you?
Love. Its disgusting and causes far more harm than good.
9. What is your religious view of things? What religion, if any, do you call your own?
Im actually athiest
10. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why?
No.
11. Is an ounce of prevention really worth a pound of cure? Which is more valuable? Why do you feel this way?
I dont understand.
12. What's the worst thing that can be done to another person? Why?
Heartbreak.
13. What's the worst thing you could actually do to someone you hated?
I dont know
14. Are you a better leader or follower? Why do you think that? If you think the whole leader-follower archetype is a crock of shit, say so, and explain why.
Im a follower. Im too pathetic to be a leader.
15. What is your responsibility to the world, if any? Why do you think that?
To be less useless
16. Do you think redemption is possible? If so, can anyone be redeemed, or are there only certain circumstances that can be? If not, why do you think nothing can redeem itself?
Depends.
17. Is it okay for you to cry? When was the last time you cried?
I cry alot.
18. What do you think is wrong with MOST people, overall?
Dishonesty.
Miscellaneous Questions
1. What is the thing that has frightened you most? Do you think there is anything out there that's scarier than that? What do you think that would be?
Being heartbroken. Its already happened so i guess im already fucked.
2. Has anyone or anything you've ever cared about died? How did you feel about it? What happened?
No.
3. What was the worst injury you've ever received? How did it happen?
Heartbreak. Because Oliver lied to me.
4. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish?
Very
5. What is your current long term goal?
Find a reason to actually make an attempt at life.
6. What is your current short term goal?
Dont die
7. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they, and do you plan to get rid of them?
Im too naive.
8. If you were a mundane person, what would you do with your life? What occupation would you want, and how would you spend all your time?
Id still be a piece of shit.
9. What time period do you wish you had lived in? Why? (Looking at this as an attempt to change history doesn't count.) What appeals to you about this era?
I dont care.
10. How private of a person are you? Why?
Im isolated because people will do nothing but hurt you.
11. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money (via an inhertiance, a lawsuit, a lottery, or anything else) what would you do with it?
Give it away. Why would i want it?
12. What would you wish for if you found a genie?
Id wish for a do over of friday night. So i could pretend not to see Oliver.
13. What do you do when you are bored?
Stare at the ceiling.
14. What is the most frightening potential handicap or disfigurement you can conceive of? What makes it so frightening?
Vegetable. You cant do anything but lay there.