Belle Character Profile

1. What about you is heroic?
Not a thing. I’ve caused way more harm than I could ever hope to fix.

2. What about you is social? What do you like about people?
I don’t mind hanging out with people, and I love to spend time with my family and friends. However, it might take me a bit to warm up to you if you’re not a cute, lost angel. I like people’s sense of humor, and the ones who don’t have it but think they do.



Personal Questions



1. What is your real, birth name?
Estielandriosi Lucifer Heres Filius Mortis Et Inferni Tenebris
Um…my ‘full birth name’ is actually an ancient curse…so you can just call me Estiel.

2. Do you have a nickname? What is it, and where did you get it?
Esty, but only my beautiful angel can call me that. She decided I needed my own nickname after calling her ‘raindrop’ for so long. She tried to give me another one, but I was already attached to ‘Esty’

3. What do you look like? (Include height, weight, hair, eyes, skin, apparent age, and distinguishing features)
I’ve got a light but athletic build, and stand at about 6’4. I have no idea how much I weigh, but I would guess around 180 lbs? I’ve got snow white hair, naturally tan skin, and eyes that are the color of jade or mint- it just depend on the day. I tend to keep my facial hair grown out as short stubble, but according to Belle, I look good no matter what I do with it. I look to be in my mid twenties- maybe a tad bit older. And where do I even begin on distinguishing features? I’ve got my angel’s tiny handprint branded into my chest right by my sternum on the opposite side of my heart. It’s my most precious scar. I’ve got a scar from piercing myself with her bow right over my heart- long story there. That same story also caused a similar mark on my wrist. I have Enochian tattoos on the tops of my shoulders and across the back of my neck. I have a small scar on my side where my father stabbed me. I have tiny light colored scars from where I used to commit self harm on my wrists and neck- but you can barely see them. I have a small incision scar from where Sirien cut me open to give Belle my heart, and I have still-healing scars across my forearms from where I tried to save my friend. I might be missing some. I’m pretty marred, but my angel still seems to find me attractive.

4. How do you dress most of the time?
I’ve got a pretty simple wardrobe. I typically wear jeans and a dark colored V-neck T-shirt, but I’ll opt for cargo shorts on hot days. I prefer to be barefoot, but if I have to go out, I’ll wear my falling-apart combat boots. I really need to get some new ones. I keep my hair slightly messy, but pushed back and out of my eyes.

5. How do you "dress up?"
Um…I wore a suit for my wedding. I don’t really have the need to dress up too often, but I have a pair of slacks and a couple of button up shirts just in case.

6. How do you "dress down?"
Um. Boxer-briefs? Though I’m second guessing that decision with the kid around.

7. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
Usually just my underwear. Sometimes I’ll slide into some sweatpants if I feel so compelled.

8. Do you wear any jewelry?
My scythe ring on my right thumb, and my wedding band on my left ring finger. I also have pierced ear- lobe, orbital, and auricle on both ears- several of each. But I hardly ever wear earrings anymore.

9. In your opinion, what is your best feature?
I like my white hair. But my butt is pretty nice too. Hehe.

10. What's your real birth date?
I’m not exactly sure. Sometime in mid September, but I have no idea on the year. Hell doesn’t really care when you’re born, only when you die. My angel and I decided to celebrate my birthday on September 15th

11. Where do you live? Describe it: Is it messy, neat, avant-garde, sparse, etc.?
I live in a two-story house that my angel found for a steal! It’s white with blue shutters and a red door, and my angel planted amazing white roses all along the front for me. It’s got a giant back yard with a gazebo and a hammock, and I even planted a garden with orange trees and strawberries for Belle. We are slowly but surely making it our home, but we still have some unpacked boxes in what’s going to be the nursery, along with all of Belle’s stuffed animals from the apartment.

12. Do you own a car? Describe it.
With our rapidly-growing family, I really need to look into getting one. Right now we get around on our motorcycle which we kind of stole after our friend Wyatt passed away. It wasn’t intentional, more like an unspoken inheritance. It’s a black Honda Rebel with chrome details. Thankfully, I can usually borrow a truck from Sirien if we need more room.

13. What is your most prized mundane possession? Why do you value it so much?
My wedding ring, and the painting my wife made to represent her vows. The bike means a lot to me as well.

14. What one word best describes you?
If you ask me, impulsive. I tend to act before I think. But I’m sure Belle would pick a more flattering word to describe me.



Familial Questions



1. What was your family like?
Demonic. That pretty much sums it up.

2. Who was your father, and what was he like?
My father was Lucifer- the king of all hell himself. He was just as you probably imagine he would be as a father. Cruel, abusive, possessive. But, as his heir, he took great interest in me. Unfortunately, he didn’t take favor in me…just interest. He was still just as evil as ever while raising me.

3. Who was your mother, and what was she like?
I don’t even know her name. She was a pureblood demon who Lucifer took for himself in order to have a son (me). She accomplished her task, and he was done with her. I only knew her for the first year of my life- and only as a supplier to my needs as an infant. After I no longer needed a wetnurse, she was destroyed.

4. What was your parents marriage like? Were they married? Did they remain married?
They didn’t have a marriage. My father used my mother and then threw her away.

5. What were your siblings names? What were they like?
I don’t have any full siblings, and I have way too many half-siblings to even begin to know their names. I did have one half brother who I was closer with- Astarbane. We got into so much trouble together. But events happened, war changed both of us, and in the end, he betrayed me. I haven’t seen him in over 700 years.

6. What's the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you?
Fine. If you’re going to pull it from me…
It was during the dark ages- when death and pestilence ran rampant through every corner of the globe. Most was caused by my kind. My brother and I were sent to spread the plague all across Europe, and we almost succeeded. Except he just had to think a lady of the realm was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. He made a deal with her father- hand over the cretin demon responsible for this mess in exchange for a night with his daughter. The man agreed, and my brother handed me over in cursed chains to be tortured and beaten and nearly killed just to take a woman’s purity. Lucifer came to my aid, destroyed that kingdom, and brought me back to hell. Since then, my brother has been in hiding and I have only every seen him a couple of times while he was on the run.

7. When's the last time you saw any member of your family? Where are they now?
About seven months ago- when I killed Lucifer in the war. I hope he’s drifting in the wind, unable to do or feel anything. Only able to watch me and how happy I am and realize how thoroughly he didn’t accomplish his goal.

8. Did you ever meet any other family members? Who were they? What did you think of them?
I met my half-niece once- the product of my brother’s one night stand. But it was only a brief encounter and now, I assume, she is deceased and in heaven.



Childhood Questions



1. What is your first memory?
This entire section is just going to be so much fun for me. -_-
I hardly remember much of my childhood- most of it has become suppressed. I guess, what I remember the most is the training. From the time I could walk Lucifer had me in rigorous, torturous war training of all types. His goal was to create an heir that was as devious, calloused, and evil as him; so the pain of becoming that man had started at a very young age.

2. What was your favorite toy?
What were toys?

3. What was your favorite game?
Ashamedly- brawling. I still enjoy a good friendly spat for athletics sake, though I haven’t done that in forever.

4. Any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? Who were they, and how did you know them? Why do they stick out?
There were always ancient demons around my home growing up- doing business with my father. Julie’s father- a member of the grand council, was the one I had ever actually conducted any type of conversation with. And that was only after we were courting.

5. Who was your best friend when you were growing up?
Astar. He’s the only one who kept me sane during my youth.

6. What is your fondest, childhood memory?
I once came across a nest of young hell hounds, and took a nap with them. Their mother came upon me and treated me like one of her own until I was dragged back to the palace. I think that’s when my love of dogs started.

7. What is your worst childhood memory?
Pretty much everything else. Interrogation training was the worst though. Days of torture just to become calloused to it. That started at the age of nine, and I’ve forgotten most of the details; but I remember is was…well…torturous



Adolescent Questions



1. How old were you when you went on your first date?
Um. It wasn’t exactly a date. My father taught me the art of deception (which included seduction) at the age of eleven.

2. It is common for one's view of authority to develop in their adolescent years. What is your view of authority, and what event most affected it?
I think authority is good, but only when those in authority have earned the trust and compliance of their subordinates. Forced authority is not a good thing. I’m sure some of my views on authority probably come from watching my father beat people and demons into submission like dogs.

3. What were you like in high school? What "clique" did you best fit in with?
I had a different kind of schooling…

4. What were your high school goals?
…

5. Who was your idol when you were growing up? Who did you first fantasize about in your life?
I didn’t really have an idol. I wanted to please my father to avoid his wrath, but I never looked up to him.

6. What is your favorite memory from adolescence?
Saving Vitris and raising her.

7. What is your worst memory from adolescence?
Like my childhood…pretty much everything else.



Occupational Questions



1. Do you have a job? What is it? Do you like it? If no job, where does your money come from?
I just started working as a waiter in a fancy schmancy restaurant. I think I like it, but it’s pretty busy. I would love to work my way up to cooking in the kitchen.

2. What is your boss or employer like? (Or publisher, or agent, or whatever.)
I think her name was Nancy? She’s hectic, but a hard worker.

3. What are your co-workers like? Do you get along with them? Any in particular? Which ones don't you get along with?
I haven’t really had time to get to know my coworkers. I briefly talked to the chef- Palo. He seems nice.

4. What is something you had to learn that you hated?
How to handle hot plates without sticking your fingers in the food. You basically have to burn yourself.

5. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why?
I’d like to think I save, but I do enjoy eating out a lot. I want to be able to provide for my family, even in trying times.



Likes & Dislikes Questions



1. What hobbies do you have?
Cooking, writing, and I’ve enjoyed photography in the past.

2. Who is your closest mundane friend? Describe them and how you relate to them.
I don’t have mundane friends. They are all pretty crazy. But Belle is my closest and best friend. I just love to be with her and spend time with her and there’s never a dull moment. It just adds to my love of her.

3. Who is your worst mundane enemy? Describe them and why you don't get along.
It would be Astar if I ever met him again. Right now though, Judas isn’t exactly on my good side, and neither is this really annoying angel named Amon.

4. What bands do you like? Do you even pay attention?
I don’t know if I have a favorite band. I go more song by song than group by group.

5. What tape or CD hasn't left your player since your purchased it?
I think our wedding CD is still in the laptop from our reception, but I haven’t listened to it since then.

6. What song is "your song?" Why?
There are lots of songs I like, even ones I love, but I have yet to have one I could claim as ‘my song’

7. What's been your favorite movie of all time?
I used to think it was juvenile, but anymore it’s Disney’s Beauty and the Beast.

8. Read any good books? What were they?
I don’t read much.

9. What do you watch on the Television?
Documentaries mostly. I like the nature ones the best. Sometime, if Sirien comes over, we’ll watch wrestling.

10. When it comes to mundane politics, do you care? If so, which way do you tend to vote? If not, why don't you care?
No. Let me break it down for you. Poli- which means many. And ticks- which are bloodsucking leeches. I have no interest.

11. What type of places do you hang out in with your mundane friends?
Mostly the tattoo parlor where Belle works. Or at the house.

12. What type of places do you hang out in with your normal friends?
What are normal friends?

13. What annoys you more than anything else?
When people look down on other people for silly reason such as social standing or income. Or vice versa. Mostly just when people compare themselves to others instead of working on themselves.

14. What would be the perfect gift for you?
Gee…I don’t really know. I already have everything I need.
I mean, I really enjoyed that little piece that Belle bought for her for me. But that was kind of a special circumstance. (Please don’t buy me lingerie! That’s not what I’m saying!)

15. What's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?
My Angel. She is breathtaking.

16. What time of day is your favorite?
Evening, just before it turns dark. I really love colorful sunsets.

17. What kind of weather is your favorite?
Rainy for sentimental reasons, but I like a nice, crisp autumn day too.

18. What is your favorite food? What is your least favorite food?
There’s so many different types of food, it’s hard to say. Pancakes mean a lot to me, but I don’t really like to eat them. My favorite food might just be a well-seasoned, medium steak. But there are so many foods, I really can’t pick just one. I don’t like sweat things too much, but my very least favorite is those awful deli sandwiches in the small shop downtown. Ick.

19. What is your favorite drink? (Coffee, Coke, Juice, Beer, Wine, etc.)
A cup of coffee in the morning is the best. Two spoonfuls of sugar and no cream. Yum.

20. What's your favorite animal? Why?
Dog. Any type of dog. Domestic, wild, or hellhound. It doesn’t matter. I don’t know why. I just get along with them really well.

21. Do you have any pets? Do you want any pets? What kind?
I’ve got a doggy named Nova that I adopted with Belle. He’s doing great and I can’t imagine why anyone would ever mistreat such an awesome dog. I also have a hellhound- Vitris. Our relationship is different than normal pet-owner relationships though.

22. What do you find most relaxing? (Not as in stress relief, but as something that actually calms you down.)
Holding my angel. Talking to her. Being with her. Also hot showers. Hot showers are good.

23. What habit that others have annoys you most?
Laughing at your own jokes, and giving into social cues just because it’s the thing to do. Like seriously. Be original.

24. What kind of things embarrass you? Why?
I’m a demon. There’s not much shame.

25. What don't you like about yourself?
My cheeks. They are way too pronounced, and sometimes make me look skeletal.

26. How would you like to look?
I like how i am now!



Sex & Intimacy Questions



1. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
Straight. Because I’m a guy who’s married to and very attracted to a beautiful woman. I think that’s probably a good indicator.

2. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? What was it like? How well did it go?
I can’t recall, there’s been too many. I really don’t remember who was first.

3. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Who with, what was it like, and how did it go?
Nope. Not gonna answer that one.

4. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
Nope. Not gonna answer that one.

5. What was the wildest thing you've ever done, sexually? Who was it with and when did it happen?
Nope. Not gonna answer that one.

6. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice regularly that can be considered non-standard? (Bondage, Fantasy Play, etc.) Why do you like it?
Nope. Not gonna answer that one.

7. Is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do?
Nope. Not gonna answer that one.


8. Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them?
I’m happily married to and hopelessly in love with my angel- Belle. She’s my everything and I would do anything for her. We have our squabbles, but it’s nothing we can’t work through, and our relationship always ends up stronger afterwards. We share everything. I don’t have any secrets from her. If she wants to know something about me, all she has to do is ask. I’m attracted to her because she is the most beautiful thing that has ever existed. Period. Sorry guys. She’s mine. But I love her for too many reasons to list here.

9. What is the perfect romantic date?
Cooking together with wine and candles.

10. Describe the perfect romantic partner for you.
Well, she’s this gorgeous angel with blond curls and blue eyes. She’s sweet and kind and has the most compassion and patience I think anyone has ever had. She’s tons of fun and likes to goof around, which is going to make her a fantastic mom. She’s stuck with me through so much, and never lets me doubt myself. She does nothing but build me up and love me. Yeah, she’s pretty perfect.

11. Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening?
I am married. *Flashes ring* and I have a son and we’re trying for a daughter. So I think all of that is already covered.

12. What is more important – sex or intimacy? Why?
Intimacy. Because a relationship with someone is so much more important than a physical connection. Plus, it makes the sex better.

13. What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? (Does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.)
It’s fantastic. I love Belle with everything I have, and I know she loves me the same. There will never be anyone besides her.

14. What's the worst thing you've done to someone you loved?
I haven’t loved that many people, but I tried to kill my angel when I first met her. Thank goodness I passed out first! But I think the worst thing I did to her was coming home drunk.



Drug & Alcohol Questions



1. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like?
Did anything good come out of it? Did anything bad come out of it?
Eight. I don’t really remember the experience. I was completely wasted. It was for tolerance purposes.

2. Do you drink on any kind of regular basis?
I used to…a lot. But I’m never getting drunk again. It’s not worth the heartache it causes.

3. What kind of alcohol do you prefer?
A nice bottle of wine is always good. Especially shared with my angel.

4. Have you ever tried any other kind of "mood altering" substance? Which one(s)? What did you think of each?
Yes. A lot of them. They aren’t worth the side effects, and they don’t help you forget.

5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any people should not do? Why or why not?
I think they can be helpful when used in the right way. Like for taking away physical pain, but they should never be used simply for their mental altering effects.


Morality Questions



1. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? What one act in your past are you most proud of?
I’ve done so much I’m ashamed of in my past lives. I’m not sure I could pick only one. I’ve hurt a lot of people, and I’m not proud of any part of the demon I used to be. I’m most proud of moving past the hurt I had caused and becoming a new me that I actually like.

2. Have you ever been in an argument before? Over what, with who, and who won?
Sure. I’ve killed people over trivial things before. But these days I mostly just have lovers quarrels with my angel. But those can hardly be considered fights.

3. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won?
Yes. Lots of times, since I was very young. I’ve been trained for battle from an early age, so fighting and brawling and war aren’t really strangers to me.

4. What do you feel most strongly about?
Integrity. Giving the best you have, even if that best isn’t much and it’s hard.

5. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
Tidiness. It’s not really pretending though, and it’s not to impress people. I just enjoy a clean environment; but I won’t judge anyone for not being tidy. We all live differently.

6. What trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it?
Honesty. Like the kind of honesty it takes to call out someone doing something wrong. It’s hard to come by.

7. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or art (sex, violence, greed, etc.,)? If so, what and why, and if not, why not?
I really couldn’t care about celebrities personal lives, and don’t think anyone else should either. I think people tend to forget that they are people. I hope that answered the question…

8. Do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? What are they? Why do they disturb you?
Regret. Regret really gets to me, because once I start to feel it, I tend to look back on everything else I regret too…and there’ a lot.

9. What is your religious view of things? What religion, if any, do you call your own?
I’m not really sure what I would call myself. I’m the king of hell, so maybe some people even believe in me? I know of heaven, and I know of hell; but I don’t worship anything.

10. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why?
Absolutely! I’ve come so far from where I had been, and my angel and I have so many wonderful plans for the future. It’s always hopeful as long as Belle’s by my side.

11. Is an ounce of prevention really worth a pound of cure? Which is more valuable? Why do you feel this way?
No. Prevention is important, but sometimes it takes cure to really move past an issue. Actually, I think cure is more valuable. It opens up doors where prevention only closes them; and it makes you a stronger, better person.

12. What's the worst thing that can be done to another person? Why?
Taking their memories and perverting them with darkness before giving them back. It strips away a person’s identity and makes them hate everything they had once loved.

13. What's the worst thing you could actually do to someone you hated?
I’ve done or I could do? I mean, I’ve tortured people before. Like brutally scarred them, mentally, physically, and emotionally until there was nothing left. People have begged for me to kill them before, but I didn’t. But now, I could never do anything as horrible as that. And now, It would take a lot for me to hate you, and I would mostly just seethe and loath from afar.

14. Are you a better leader or follower? Why do you think that? If you think the whole leader-follower archetype is a crock of shit, say so, and explain why.
Definitely a better follower. When I lead, bad things tend to happen.

15. What is your responsibility to the world, if any? Why do you think that?
To love my angel. I’m pretty sure it’s what I was created for. That and to rule Hell better than my father did.

16. Do you think redemption is possible? If so, can anyone be redeemed, or are there only certain circumstances that can be? If not, why do you think nothing can redeem itself?
100%! I was the worst of the worst, and I was redeemed. But I didn’t do it by myself.

17. Is it okay for you to cry? When was the last time you cried?
Yes. Tears heal. The last time I cried? I got a little teary when I was talking with my angel about possible offspring with other women. Mostly because I was just scared I had let them down. But the last time I actually cried was when I was mourning my friend Wyatt after he passed in the war.

18. What do you think is wrong with MOST people, overall?
Ignorance and Arrogance



Miscellaneous Questions



1. What is the thing that has frightened you most? Do you think there is anything out there that's scarier than that? What do you think that would be?
It was the idea that I could never be redeemed from my crimes, but my angel proved me wrong in that. Now it’s not being able to protect my family. Them getting hurt and me being able to do nothing about it- it’s what I fear the most.

2. Has anyone or anything you've ever cared about died? How did you feel about it? What happened?
Too many, and it hurts too much to go into detail.

3. What was the worst injury you've ever received? How did it happen?
I got basically bitten in half by a hellhound. I was saving my Raindrop from hell, and I died. But at least she could escape.

4. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish?
Not really that ticklish. But there are certain points on my wings that are.

5. What is your current long term goal?
To have normality with my family.

6. What is your current short term goal?
To have a daughter. Her name is Mariella. And to gain my son’s trust.

7. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they, and do you plan to get rid of them?
I have a habit of being impulsive… Other than that, I mess with my hair when I’m thinking, I shove my hands into my pockets when I’m unsure of things, and I pulse my jaw when I’m annoyed.

8. If you were a mundane person, what would you do with your life? What occupation would you want, and how would you spend all your time?
I’m not sure. I’m so far from mundane I can hardly imagine it. I want to be a chef, and I just want to spend my time living life with my family.

9. What time period do you wish you had lived in? Why? (Looking at this as an attempt to change history doesn't count.) What appeals to you about this era?
I’ve seen so many different time periods, but the modern is by far the best for me. It’s when I met my Belle, and when I was able to get over the things of my past.

10. How private of a person are you? Why?
Not too private, I don’t think; but I’m not just going to spout everything about myself to someone I don’t know.

11. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money (via an inhertiance, a lawsuit, a lottery, or anything else) what would you do with it?
Make sure my family and friends are taken care of, and then use the rest to help others.

12. What would you wish for if you found a genie?
The certainty of tomorrow. And for this stupid sickness stuff to stop.

13. What do you do when you are bored?
Nap, cook, or play with my dog.

14. What is the most frightening potential handicap or disfigurement you can conceive of? What makes it so frightening?
Something that would make me lose my memory. If everything I have been through with Belle were taken away, I wouldn’t have much left and I would be afraid I would slip back into my past.